Stormy weather

I remember in school, the English language workbooks had exercises whereby you start a composition by putting together all the keywords, phrases to the story before stringing them up and form your composition.

I have some keywords to this entry also

aimless
listless
irritable
bored
phlegm
runny nose
depression


I have the blue....maybe it's the medicine, or the weather, or my routine in the past one week, or probably something I don't know.

All I know is, I can't find anything real or any valid reason to complain or feel depressed about.

But I am, that sucks.

I have lost my appetite for days, don't feel like going out, lazy, snappy, impatient, restless, listless, bored. I hope it's matter of time before I feel normal again, my normal self is a happy person.

Everything seems to be covered with a mysterious shade of grey...a dangerous sense of calmness in things I see, and experience, this week.

Sounds like I've been spooked by drugs huh? Boy, at least give me a cheerier drug.

Being sick and recovering, I can't sing for days. I hope that's why I'm depressed. I worry my voice doesn't come back in time for me...

In the meantime I try to be positive, while waiting it out. Thinking of other things, eat fruits, think about my show opening in 18 days (shivers), etc.

Waiting for the storm to be over...