he said this...

Am keeping all my chats with J in a folder so I can slowly read them again, whatever is in this folder, will have to last me for as long as I need.

He's said so much, so much lovely things about me, it's incredible just to think about it. He's written the best testimony for me, for life.

This is something from a few months ago...

16:56 Justin: got something important to say

me: yes?

i say first

i love you

Justin: i usually get angry when you drive because i feel you're inconsiderate

Justin: but now i know you are not

16:57 you are not inconsiderate to me, so as opposed to me, who tries to be nice to everyone, even to a nobody, you try to be nice to the people who are close to you

correct or not? so maybe i won't get so upset anymore

16:59 me: i guess i duno which is better

but i love you ok

and i think to be able to be nice to everyone n to a nobody is a noble thing

just that i dun have enough compassion for being nice

Justin: its good to get to know you more, i like

me: am very touched wor

Justin: maybe you can focus more on me!!!!

17:02 hehehe I'm a flourescant lamp, you're a spotlight!

17:03 Justin: my headache is bad

me: i feel bad n sad

Justin: the last time this happened was when i fought with someone. lasted several weeks so i think this is stress related

me: that i cant go holiday with you, stuck with my `work'

Justin: somebody got to work to earn money mah

me: ...sad, i loosing a lot of income this month, like over 10k, of gig money

Justin: life is like a spring, oose some here, win some back later

17:05 Justin: so, for all the holidays that we missed, we'll make it up one day, ok!!! concentrated, kaw-kaw wan!

me: ok!

Justin: i think you're doing fine, workwise and money wise.